Monday, May 21, 2012

Album::Melancholy...Song---The BEGINNING & the END and the Inbetween

All the songs of this album Melancholy might be similar but the what they mean is totally different...............


This is 3rd song in the album...
Titled: The Beginning, The End & The In between.....


Do you know.....The way you make me feel....
Do you know.....how good it feels......
when ur around.....my insides lite up....


I thought about it all.. how stupid can I be....
I might be strong on the outside...but not all the way thru..


U r my love & ur my pain.....
U r the drug that keeps me from dying...
U r the thought that gets me smiling........
U r the reason that I keep on trying........
U r the dream that keeps from sleeping......
U r all that i will ever need........

When I look into ur eyes.......
It's the feelin i get inside..........

I m not afraid of dying but m afraid of losing you...
Everything is clear to me.....till i hit reality...
I m losing all.... I m losing all....
wish you were here with me...................


I m not in love.....I m not in love...
It's just a phase m going thru...
Just gimme time ...I will get over u.
I m lookin for something new.........

I will get over u........
I will learn to laugh again......
I will learn to stop all ur thoughts...
I will save my heart....I will get over u....
I m lookin for something new.........

I will learn to live without u......
I will learn how to live with pain...
I will save my heart....I will get over u....
I m lookin for something new.........

Gotta Keep on Moving on.....Keep on Moving on...

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Album::Melancholy....Song::Hold My Hand

This song is second in the album melancholy...titled.... Hold My Hand


So here's how it goes..
Since I was a kid...
I had this feeling...
As the time flies by...
I feel like it was yesterday....

All i ever wanted was
Some one to hold my hand..
Some one to share my thoughts..
Some one to shoulder my burdened heart
Some one to truly love.......

All I ever wanted was
Some one to laugh with..
Some one to cry with...
Some one to live for...
Some one to die for...
Some one to truly love...

All i wanna know is...
what went wrong..
Is it just me or was it you..
Did I ask too much of you....
Please tell mee this...

Did I go to deep..
Have I lost my mind...
Even though ur close to me....
U seem so distant......
Even if i am with you
U are not with me...

Wish I could find a way to make this disappear..

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Album Name: Melancholy...Song::LABEL

Hi All,

The next set of posts are some of the lyrics which I have written...


Label to my life...
Label to my lifestyle..
U think u can put a Label to all my actions..
U think u can put a Label to all my thoughts..

But what do u think u know abt me....

My desirez are my own..
My thoughts are my own..
My actions are my own...
So how can you think u can do it...
U think u can put a label to my lifestyle....
Think again.


U of all the people...
With No thoughts..
With No desirez..
Runnin behind people...
U think u can put a label to my lifestyle...
U think u can put a Label to all my actions..
U think u can put a Label to all my thoughts..
Think again...

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Football::Updates

Update from Football...

Well...

EPL won by my current favourite team....Manchester City...in a bizarre way...no that's a wrong way to put it...After defeating MAN U easily they waited till the extra time in the second half to equalize in a game which they had to win and

BOOM.... WHAM..... Just like that....they got 2 goals in and won the cup... after a very long time ...dethroning the reigning champ' MAN U .

GO CITY GO.....


Moving on to UEFA Champion's League (CL)....

It was won by my ex-favourite team..CHELSEA....Yeah....it was awesome.... with awesome game play by drogba.....hehehehhe

The way they fought back in EPL & CL after the sacking of Andre Villas Boas....it was like the player's were on a strike.....when he was the manager.....it was like every player had lost his touch......Some bad blood they had with him....heheheh after he left then everything changed.....

And an urge to all the team's in EPL ....come on somebody get THOMAS MULLER from Bayern into any team in EPL........he was one of the 3 players (the other two being Ribery & Robben) who looked like netting more than 10 goals in that single final............

Now I have to wait till July-August for the next season to start and which team will be my hot favourite...let's see...


A note to City.....if u had let Dzeko played all the matches...u wouldn't have needed to wait till the last game to win.....
Get Dzeko & Muller into one team....Instant winning team...along with nasri & silva, aguero...hehehehhe that's more than enough for me....

GO CITY GO........

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I AM JOHN GALT an excerpt from Atlas Shrugged

Some background information about this book

Imagine a world without inventors,
Imagine a world where they have gone missing,

What if one person is behind them missing, when others take advantage of inventors and blame the inventors for all their own mistakes.

The below is a small excerpt from the book ATLAS SHRUGGED from Ayn Rand....

Though this book might make u a little bit bored in the middle but it is a fantastic read.....mark my words........


John Galt's Radio Address (excerpt)
From Atlas Shrugged, by Ayn Rand


Ladies and gentlemen:

Mr. Thompson will not speak to you tonight. His time is up. I have taken it over. You were to hear a report on the world crisis. That is what you are going to hear.

For twelve years, you have been asking: Who is John Galt? This is John Galt speaking. I am the man who loves his life. I am the man who does not sacrifice his love or his values. I am the man who has deprived you of victims and thus has destroyed your world, and if you wish to know why you are perishing—you who dread knowledge—I am the man who will now tell you.

You have heard it said that this is an age of moral crisis. You have said it yourself, half in fear, half in hope that the words had no meaning. You have cried that man's sins are destroying the world and you have cursed human nature for its unwillingness to practice the virtues you demanded. Since virtue, to you, consists of sacrifice, you have demanded more sacrifices at every successive disaster.

In the name of a return to morality, you have sacrificed all those evils, which you held as the cause of your plight. You have sacrificed justice to mercy. You have sacrificed independence to unity. You have sacrificed reason to faith. You have sacrificed wealth to need. You have sacrificed self-esteem to self-denial. You have sacrificed happiness to duty.

You have destroyed all that which you held to be evil and achieved all that which you held to be good. Why, then, do you shrink in horror from the sight of the world around you? That world is not the product of your sins; it is the product and the image of your virtues. It is your moral ideal brought into reality in its full and final perfection.

You have fought for it, you have dreamed of it, and you have wished it, and I—I am the man who has granted you your wish.

Your ideal had an implacable enemy, which your code of morality was designed to destroy. I have withdrawn that enemy. I have taken it out of your way and out of your reach. I have removed the source of all those evils you were sacrificing one by one. I have ended your battle. I have stopped your motor. I have deprived your world of man's mind.

Men do not live by the mind, you say? I have withdrawn those who do. The mind is impotent, you say? I have withdrawn those whose mind isn't. There are values higher than the mind, you say? I have withdrawn those for whom there aren't.

While you were dragging to your sacrificial altars the men of justice, of independence, of reason, of wealth, of self-esteem—I beat you to it, I reached them first. I told them the nature of the game you were playing and the nature of that moral code of yours, which they had been too innocently generous to grasp. I showed them the way to live by another morality-mine. It is mine that they chose to follow.

All the men who have vanished, the men you hated, yet dreaded to lose, it is I who have taken them away from you. Do not attempt to find us. We do not choose to be found. Do not cry that it is our duty to serve you. We do not recognize such duty. Do not cry that you need us. We do not consider need a claim. Do not cry that you own us. You don't. Do not beg us to return. We are on strike, we, the men of the mind.

We are on strike against self-immolation. We are on strike against the creed of unearned rewards and unrewarded duties. We are on strike against the dogma that the pursuit of one's happiness is evil. We are on strike against the doctrine that life is guilt.

There is a difference between our strike and all those you've practiced for centuries: our strike consists, not of making demands, but of granting them. We are evil, according to your morality. We have chosen not to harm you any longer. We are useless, according to your economics. We have chosen not to exploit you any longer. We are dangerous and to be shackled, according to your politics. We have chosen not to endanger you, nor to wear the shackles any longer. We are only an illusion, according to your philosophy. We have chosen not to blind you any longer and have left you free to face reality—the reality you wanted, the world as you see it now, a world without mind.

We have granted you everything you demanded of us, we who had always been the givers, but have only now understood it. We have no demands to present to you, no terms of bargain about, no compromise to reach. You have nothing to offer us. We do not need you.

Are you now crying: No, this was not what you wanted? A mindless world of ruins was not your goal? You did not want us to leave you? You moral cannibals, I know that you've always known what it was that you wanted. But your game is up, because now we know it, too.

Through centuries of scourges and disasters, brought about by your code of morality, you have cried that your code had been broken, that the scourges were punishment for breaking it, that men were too weak and too selfish to spill all the blood it required. You damned man, you damned existence, you damned this earth, but never dared to question your code.

Your victims took the blame and struggled on, with your curses as reward for their martyrdom-while you went on crying that your code was noble, but human nature was not good enough to practice it. And no one rose to ask the question: Good? —by what standard?

You wanted to know John Galt's identity. I am the man who has asked that question.

Yes, this is an age of moral crisis. Yes, you are bearing punishment for your evil. But it is not man who is now on trial and it is not human nature that will take the blame. It is your moral code that's through, this time. Your moral code has reached its climax, the blind alley at the end of its course. And if you wish to go on living, what you now need is not to return to morality—you who have never known any—but to discover it.

You have heard no concepts of morality but the mystical or the social. You have been taught that morality is a code of behavior imposed on you by whim, the whim of a supernatural power or the whim of society, to serve God's purpose or your neighbor's welfare, to please an authority beyond the grave or else next door—but not to serve your life or pleasure.

Your pleasure, you have been taught, is to be found in immorality, your interests would best be served by evil, and any moral code must be designed not for you, but against you, not to further your life, but to drain it.

For centuries, the battle of morality was fought between those who claimed that your life belongs to God and those who claimed that it belongs to your neighbors—between those who preached that the good is self-sacrifice for the sake of ghosts in heaven and those who preached that the good is self-sacrifice for the sake of incompetents on earth. And no one came to say that your life belongs to you and that the good is to live it.

Both sides agreed that morality demands the surrender of your self-interest and of your mind, that the moral and the practical are opposites, that morality is not the province of reason, but the province of faith and force. Both sides agreed that no rational morality is possible, that there is no right or wrong in reason—that in reason there's no reason to be moral.

Whatever else they fought about, it was against man's mind that all your moralists have stood united. It was man's mind that all their schemes and systems were intended to despoil and destroy. Now choose to perish or to learn that the anti-mind is the anti-life.

Man's mind is his basic tool of survival. Life is given to him, survival is not. His body is given to him, its sustenance is not. His mind is given to him, its content is not. To remain alive, he must act, and before he can act he must know the nature and purpose of his action. He cannot obtain his food without a knowledge of food and of the way to obtain it. He cannot dig a ditch—or build a cyclotron—without a knowledge of his aim and of the means to achieve it. To remain alive, he must think.

But to think is an act of choice. The key to what you so recklessly call "human nature," the open secret you live with, yet dread to name, is the fact that man is a being of volitional consciousness. Reason does not work automatically; thinking is not a mechanical process; the connections of logic are not made by instinct. The function of your stomach, lungs or heart is automatic; the function of your mind is not. In any hour and issue of your life, you are free to think or to evade that effort. But you are not free to escape from your nature, from the fact that reason is your means of survival—so that for you, who are a human being, the question "to be or not to be" is the question "to think or not to think."

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In the name of the best within you, do not sacrifice this world to those who are its worst. In the name of the values that keep you alive, do not let your vision of man be distorted by the ugly, the cowardly, the mindless in those who have never achieved his title.

Do not lose your knowledge that man's proper estate is an upright posture, an intransigent mind and a step that travels unlimited roads. Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all.

Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it's yours.

But to win it requires your total dedication and a total break with the world of your past, with the doctrine that man is a sacrificial animal who exists for the pleasure of others. Fight for the value of your person. Fight for the virtue of your pride. Fight for the essence of that which is man: for his sovereign rational mind. Fight with the radiant certainty and the absolute rectitude of knowing that yours is the Morality of Life and that yours is the battle for any achievement, any value, any grandeur, any goodness, any joy that has ever existed on this earth.

You will win when you are ready to pronounce the oath I have taken at the start of my battle—and for those who wish to know the day of my return, I shall now repeat it to the hearing of the world:

" I swear—by my life and my love of it—that I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask another man to live for mine."

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Loner....It's not another Sad Story

These last 4 to 5 of years have reiterated my belief's

It's better to be with yourself than with others.....Sharing Your thoughts is lame...Seriously

The only way you will share your innermost thought's & idea's with anyone is when you think you won't feel bad about it afterwards and most importantly you won't be let down.

In the worst possible way my bad dreams do come true but alas not the good one's........hehehe I won't ask god...Why me....I think I have got it under control to ask him...Why not me....

I will bear it.....Anything.....
I may be down..
But I will be back up again...And still pose the question

IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE GOT!!!!!!

This has what life has taught me.....

People think and talk behind my back that I am materialistic........

I say two things......
1) You don't have the guts to say it to me to my face
2) Look again at yourself in the mirror.


When you trust somebody and ur let down......That's crap....

"Human kind cannot gain something without first giving something in return. To obtain, Something of Equal Value Must Be Lost"

This is the only law which works in this world...
be it in a small way or a big way.
Think about it....


I love to put my trust in animals and in materials.....
1) They will not let you down...and
2) ALWAYS you will be happy when they are happy and they will make u happy when ur sad......

I may have friends, I may have parents(who are the only people who understand me up to 70%)
But I will always be a loner(up until now)

I am a loner and I M PROUD OF IT.......

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