Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Be Kind....Rewind...@ 2010

Lots to Say about this year…………


This year has been a mix of THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY…………..

As I am a very very positive person…..i m finding the good even in the bad and the best in ugly…..

That’s what life truly is…………U never know what u will become……..


There are 3 important days for me every year…..this year one more has been added important days for me …...


My dad and my mom’s birthday…….. and their marriage day………..


And the remaining day is definitely not my birthday…..

Everyone looks forward to their bday… but not mee……….. Don’t know why………


April 22nd definitely doesn’t even count in that…….Any guesses…… That’s the da day I jumped from the unemployed club to the most sought after club…….BIG BLUE

But it is still worth remembering......



Then Came the Most memorable week of 2010…..May 2nd week….The biggest & the best SPREE…….Xcellent experience…..

Recognized who is truly my friend and who are acting as my friends......


Then one of the saddest days for me……….the day I had to leave the place where I called HOME…. To xplore the unkown and to live the life unkown………Aug 16th…..Thats the day i left for Kolkata........

The day after India got independence I lost my independence (sighhhhh)…………….



One of the best and the most memorable days in my life of servitude(Note:- I am working now)……I took the leave and was in town for my mom’s birthday….that was a festival for me………

No Ganesh Chaturdhi….No Dussera…No Diwali and No other Festival or all of them combined …were not even 10% to the happiness I saw in my mom’s eyes on that day…….

I don’t give a damn whether I can celebrate the New year…or the Coming Pongal…….But being there with my family when it matters the most…………

That’s a festival for me every second every minute of that time………….



On the Lighter side….I m in the process of discovering myself….staying away from all comforts….

One thing is quite clear….I m a true quintessential Hyderabadi……U can take me out of Hyderabad but u cant take Hyderabad out of me….

I miss everything …..

The smell.. The sights, The Sounds, Everything………



But on the serious side… I think I am growing as a person….and turning into the person I hate the most…..WORKAHOLIC……….sighhhhhhh

Becoz in this god forsaken place also called as the City of Joy it is the only true friend I have…………….

But I guess everything happens for a reason… U got to accept it and work towards changing it…. Becoz that’s what keeps my clock ticking……..


Overall I will rate this year an 73 on the count of 100………..(Gosh when will I have the perfect 100/100 year…..)



Many near and dear ones have passed away this year…… My deepest condolences……


Made many Friendzzzz this year @ Kolkata.......My Good Karma I Guess......



Hoping against hope that by the end of year 2011 i can shift my base to Hyderabad......

Looking forward for that and working my way towards achieving that goal apart from two more goals which will redefine my life permanently..................


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Saturday, December 11, 2010

మనసు మౌన రోదన........

ఎందుకు ర ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

అలుపు ఎరగని పోరాటం ...........
అంతులేని విషాదం.........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


అడగలేక వదలలేక .......
ఆసేయ్ చంపుకోలేక......
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


బందినాయి బతకలేక.........
బందాలని తెంచలేక..........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


కన్నిలేయ్ మిగిలినాయి.......
కలలన్ని చేదిరినాయి......
బతకలేక చావలేక...............
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

మౌనంగా రోదిస్తూ.........
శూన్యమ్ లో జీవిస్తూ.........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

ఎందుకు ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

ఎవరులేని ఏకాకి నయి....
అందరు వున్నా ఏకాకి నయి...
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

ఎందుకు ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

ఈ జీవితం ఎలాగేయ్ గడిపిస్తూ...................
మౌనం గ రోదిస్తూ...........................................

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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

It's My Life.........

What To Do.....What Not To Do....... Pchhhhh
I dont Seem To Know.....Caught in between Cross Roads.....
Is this the Life which i Dreamed..........
Is this the Dream Which i Wanted To Live ?????

Whenever I'm Down...I always trying to Get up
Little By Little Turning My Sadness Into Kindness.....
I Want to Grow.......

But How many times ???? Do i have the Strength to Get Up ?????
When it looks like all is lost........Ur Thought Makes Me Get Up and Get Going......
But What if the thought of you at my side remains just a thought ?????

U Say that U r always there through thick and thin.......
But What i see is me congratulating and consoling myself .....
Trying to Get Up & Get Going.............

Little By Little Turning My Sadness into Strength......
Uniqueness of never Say die attitude....
I Will Conquer this World...
Believing that Nothing is Impossible.........

Once Again... Once Again... I will Rise
Like a Phoenix.....Like the Sun.....
Overgrow the shadows or fall again trying...

U can take anything from me....
U can have anything from me....
But not my strength and my attitude to rise again....
Once Again I will get Up & Get Going.............

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