In Retrospect of 2011

2011 was a good year with a self rating of 60%, almost what 20% lesser than 2010....
coz I was able to do 100% justice to my Work life but I lost many things in my personal life.

This was a self imposed exile but i came to know many hard truths in life.........and ended up missing what I loved the most......

Starting of with the positives.....
1) Got an award....in April for job well done in HBC....
2) Joined new project Medtronic...of whom i was a part of from Nov 2010 but fully joined in June 2011.
3) Then all hell broke loose with loads of responsibilites since October and since then there has been no looking back...with each task being difficult than the previous one.

Negatives....
1) Had an accident in March...6th to be exact. took more than 1 month to completely use my left hand and right leg........
2) All hell broke loose in my family with First mom becoming sick which required an operation and then when she was recuperating even Dad fell sick.......That took a lot out of my will to work.
3) My fear got the best of me in some other matter, which I will regret for the rest of my life.......This may change in the future...this total funda of regret doesn't work with me hehehe lets see......

Actually I am not the person who broods about something for a long time but I ended up doing the same of what I hated the most.

My one motto in life...."Live life with no regrets" has been trashed. But I still believe in my other motto " Eveyrthing that happens either good or bad, happens for a reason" ....For the best.

Anyways......I don't think I will have this feeling of regret for much more time.
Gotta Move On...Rite.........Yeah Rite Tell me About it....

There have been many up & downs in my life, this year had many opportunities to add to the list, which it did with emphasis.
.........LOL.... Thank you 2011....

But if you ask me seriously....it helped me grow as a person.....
From a fun filled...who didn't give a rat's ass to any problem,to a person who wants to predict any problem before it arises.
From a total chilled out bum....to a person who can handle multiple responsibilities with some amounts of ease(this has to be improved....rofl)
From a control freak....evolving into a bloke who can accept anything that's thrown at him. Heheheh (Tit for Tat).
From a person who thinks only about the present, to a person who is planning 10 moves ahead........(This statement is truly contradictory with my beliefs...There is a separate post coming up)

Most of all I enjoyed working on my other belief.....

Maverick never forgives,never forgets.....Either for good or Bad.


The outcome of 2011......
Mr.1 title from IBM(Rating for great work..the maximum u can get....Gr8 rite...Yeah tell me about it...frown)

Truly alone even with everyone around me.
Truly Friendless even with friends all around.
Da...Both the above lines are almost the same but different.

I M NOT HAPPY WITH MYSELF...........
NO SELF SATISFACTION................
Hmmmm.....Period.

I think I am thinking too much.
In the end I am happy that I have the world's best parents.....who will not let me move on to the powerful but dark side(hahahah like Anakin Skywalker...to Darth Vader), without them I am pretty sure......
This Maverick is travelling on a highway to hell....thanks god.
My pillars of support...
My anchor to turbulent thoughts..



I tried to so hard......
I got so far............
But in the end..........
It doesn't even matter..(Courtesy: LP...)
I will survive..........
I am gonna make it thru.
Just gimme time.........(Courtesy: EI)
I will make you pay.......


With that this is Maverick.....Signing off........
Astera vista baby.......ROFL.

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14th.February...Just another day for me...

Girlz...Girlz...Girlz......

U can't live with them....U Can't live without them.
It's an irony of every man's life............

I am writing about this especially on this day....14th February........Incidentally Coincidental ????

No Comments.....hehhehe

There have been many people in the past who have preached the above, there will be many who will repeat the same in the future.......

But seriously, U take any problem it will always boil down to one single factor............FEAR Factor.....hahah noooo ..GIRLS

Let's Consider One scenario......
Q) Why does a robber do what he does?
A) He has to earn some money, he is good at showing some levels of creativity....but seriously he has to earn something to take care of somebody......boyz being boyz...they will eat anything just to fill their stomach...no desires to eat hi-fi delicacies unlike the people under discussion. Hehehehhehehe

So Simply put he has to appease somebody......not himself......


It's been what almost 26(Confusion over DOB:year is 1986..anybody please clear this up) years since this genius has taken his first breath in this world........I still can't understand what my mom means..heheheh but seriously I know that she loves me a lot i mean a lot...... but that expression of love keeps on varying from time to time......

Newton was dead right about his third law.............inanimate objects....he might not have been very social like me....heheheh

For every action there will be an equal and opposite reaction for physics........
But I don't think he knows there is an anamoly for his law.....
Girlz.......

For every word spoken by a man........there will be variance in the reaction shown by the woman....... hehhehehe

That is why there have been a number of movies made in Hollywood.......namely

What a Girl wants
What a Woman wants......etc etc
Question: Aren't Girl & Woman made of the same kind ........Hehehehehhe


I thought I was damn good at understanding people.......But i have been proved wrong in this aspect..........again
My eyes have opened up.....forcibly.........that my view point has been a mirage in the desert and my knowledge is nothing but a star in the milky way galaxy. hehheheheheheheh

Seriously.....This is a heads up call from one great mind to all the great minds of this world like people at NASA, CERN, CCMB etc etc.......Drop eveyrthing on whatever you are working............Let's start this research topic with highest priority.............

Let's all try to understand how the girl's think.............Coz...I don't think god can help us in this particular matter by showing us any sign.............

Getting the point..........If you have read this and know a better way or a solution to understanding this unsolved mystery of how to understand a girl.......Please let me know..........

Maybe soup boyz can help in throwing some insight into this matter....Anybody????

This is Maverick....Over & Out.

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Back Again.....Again........

U all might be wondering what happened to this person…who thinks he is a damn good blogger but lacks the motivation to keep it up to date….Damn………I have to agree to this……….I suck big time at keep on writing……….

But as the saying goes….What goes around comes around………..and I am back……

Talking in Superlatives……

Back with a bang…..

Rising like a Phoenix …out of ashes…….

As the sun rises after an eclipse………

Awesome rite……….Nothin less would suffice for me….enough of my theatrics……..

U all (at least some …common…..B+….hahaha)might be thinking what was happening with my life….

Here is an excerpt…..

Lots of Work…

Less of Life…..

Lots of People….

Less of Friends…..

Lots of Expectations…

Less of Realization…..

Lots of Hope…

Less of Despair….

WeLcOmE to my LIFE…………..

My last post was in December 2010 I guess…….Please note that this absence was not due to lack of motivation….it was self imposed……had to prove a point…………….

One thing is for sure…….my disease of proving an accepted notion of me wrong has resurfaced once again………..

U want xample………….

World said I wasn’t cut out for Math….I said what the heck and took MPC…….

World said I will suffer if I took Engineering…….Faced the Tune & I am Still standing….Never Back Down…..

World said u are not cut out to be a Techie……….Did MSIT in JNTU… ……

Further to prove that I Can be the BEST at everything I do…….and Best of the best in everything that I Can’t do….. took a hiatus…totally concentrated on work….in one helluva project @ IBM in SAP……..Got Awarded for Being a Excellent Team Player……imagine…the top honors …..that too for a Fresher with less than 6 months of experience……Friggin Awesome Rite………

Yep….Now that I have proved myself…….I m back to normal…..think so….for good or for bad…….Life keeps on throwing…..one obstacle after an another in my path….i overcame all of them…..one by one…..With lots of help…from all my near & dear…….

True Story…………………..

So after each and every conquest…I am widening my horizons………at least trying to…

Yours truly,

Ever +ve Maverick.

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Be Kind....Rewind...@ 2010

Lots to Say about this year…………

This year has been a mix of THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY…………..

As I am a very very positive person…..i m finding the good even in the bad and the best in ugly…..

That’s what life truly is…………U never know what u will become……..

There are 3 important days for me every year…..this year one more has been added important days for me …...

My dad and my mom’s birthday…….. and their marriage day………..

And the remaining day is definitely not my birthday…..

Everyone looks forward to their bday… but not mee……….. Don’t know why………

April 22^nd definitely doesn’t even count in that…….Any guesses…… That’s the da day I jumped from the unemployed club to the most sought after club…….BIG BLUE

But it is still worth remembering......

Then Came the Most memorable week of 2010…..May 2^nd week….The biggest & the best SPREE…….Xcellent experience…..

Recognized who is truly my friend and who are acting as my friends......

Then one of the saddest days for me……….the day I had to leave the place where I called HOME…. To xplore the unkown and to live the life unkown………Aug 16^th…..Thats the day i left for Kolkata........

The day after India got independence I lost my independence (sighhhhh)…………….

One of the best and the most memorable days in my life of servitude(Note:- I am working now)……I took the leave and was in town for my mom’s birthday….that was a festival for me………

No Ganesh Chaturdhi….No Dussera…No Diwali and No other Festival or all of them combined …were not even 10% to the happiness I saw in my mom’s eyes on that day…….

I don’t give a damn whether I can celebrate the New year…or the Coming Pongal…….But being there with my family when it matters the most…………

That’s a festival for me every second every minute of that time………….

On the Lighter side….I m in the process of discovering myself….staying away from all comforts….

One thing is quite clear….I m a true quintessential Hyderabadi……U can take me out of Hyderabad but u cant take Hyderabad out of me….

I miss everything …..

The smell.. The sights, The Sounds, Everything………

But on the serious side… I think I am growing as a person….and turning into the person I hate the most…..WORKAHOLIC……….sighhhhhhh

Becoz in this god forsaken place also called as the City of Joy it is the only true friend I have…………….

But I guess everything happens for a reason… U got to accept it and work towards changing it…. Becoz that’s what keeps my clock ticking……..

Overall I will rate this year an 73 on the count of 100………..(Gosh when will I have the perfect 100/100 year…..)

Many near and dear ones have passed away this year…… My deepest condolences……

Made many Friendzzzz this year @ Kolkata.......My Good Karma I Guess......

Hoping against hope that by the end of year 2011 i can shift my base to Hyderabad......

Looking forward for that and working my way towards achieving that goal apart from two more goals which will redefine my life permanently..................

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మనసు మౌన రోదన........

ఎందుకు ర ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

అలుపు ఎరగని పోరాటం ...........
అంతులేని విషాదం.........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


అడగలేక వదలలేక .......
ఆసేయ్ చంపుకోలేక......
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


బందినాయి బతకలేక.........
బందాలని తెంచలేక..........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........


కన్నిలేయ్ మిగిలినాయి.......
కలలన్ని చేదిరినాయి......
బతకలేక చావలేక...............
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

మౌనంగా రోదిస్తూ.........
శూన్యమ్ లో జీవిస్తూ.........
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

ఎందుకు ర ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

ఎవరులేని ఏకాకి నయి....
అందరు వున్నా ఏకాకి నయి...
ఎన్నాలన్ని ఎన్నిఏలూ అని .........

ఎందుకు ర ఎదవ బతుకు........
బతుకు బతికి ఎదవ బతుకు........

ఈ జీవితం ఎలాగేయ్ గడిపిస్తూ...................
మౌనం గ రోదిస్తూ...........................................

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It's My Life.........

What To Do.....What Not To Do....... Pchhhhh
I dont Seem To Know.....Caught in between Cross Roads.....
Is this the Life which i Dreamed..........
Is this the Dream Which i Wanted To Live ?????

Whenever I'm Down...I always trying to Get up
Little By Little Turning My Sadness Into Kindness.....
I Want to Grow.......

But How many times ???? Do i have the Strength to Get Up ?????
When it looks like all is lost........Ur Thought Makes Me Get Up and Get Going......
But What if the thought of you at my side remains just a thought ?????

U Say that U r always there through thick and thin.......
But What i see is me congratulating and consoling myself .....
Trying to Get Up & Get Going.............

Little By Little Turning My Sadness into Strength......
Uniqueness of never Say die attitude....
I Will Conquer this World...
Believing that Nothing is Impossible.........

Once Again... Once Again... I will Rise
Like a Phoenix.....Like the Sun.....
Overgrow the shadows or fall again trying...

U can take anything from me....
U can have anything from me....
But not my strength and my attitude to rise again....
Once Again I will get Up & Get Going.............

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